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| Yea I know I havent update my xanga page in like forever...its just I have been running out of things to write atm...I need an exciting life...pretty much almost everyday is wake up, go to work, come home, and go on the comp, then bed...that is my life....oh well I think that's all I am going to say... ~Seran | | |
| I know its been awhile since I have updated...its been really hard lately...a lot of work...all the roommates moved out so its me and Jen so its been hard with rent and bills...we might look for a new roommate soon...we might take a vacation sometime during september, we are thinking of going to LA and visit one of our friends and his family before he is deported for 6 months...well I am off to finish watching Dead Silence. Creapy movie.... see ya all ~Seran The love of my life. 
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| Well didnt know I havent updated xanga in a long time...but then no one has noticed that I havent been on...but anyways been really busy with life...with work, bills, and playing WoW most of my day...oh and I got a new car which I am happy about no more walking to work or to get to places...well I dont know what else to say but then no one reads these anymore so yea... See ya all And this is our new car 
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| ok is late at night and I cant seem to fall asleep...Jen is passed out next to me on the bed...I've been sick and called in at work...been playing WoW trying to lvl my now lvl 36 Night Elf Hunter and waiting for the Burning Crusade to be mailed to my house tomo but I cant enter the dark portal till I get my charc. to lvl 58 and there is no possible way I can do that in one day, so I just play when I can and when Jen isnt play on her charc its hard when you only have one computer, but oh well...well our roommates havent been at the apartment for almost 2 weeks and we just got a call today saying that they are staying at someone else's house and that they will be picking up there close soon...great now I am going to be stressing again about money, and this is the second time our roommate screwed us over and now I have to look for another roommate to help us out...serious lately I have been feeling like I am getting old and I am only 19 well soon to be 20 in two months but will all of this stressing out and working my ass off is really taking a toll on me, why can life be easy?...and someone answer that for me?....I guess not...god I have so much in my mind I dont know what to do with it...I usually just keep it inside or overload myself with other things so I can forget about it...and that why lately I have been staying away my messenger and just play WoW for hours until I am way too tired to keep playing...but its not like anyone on messenger misses me anyways...but oh well...I would like to know there are actually people out there that care about me...well I probably never know...what am I suppose to do with myself?...you know what I hate being like this...I hate how my mind wonders like that...I just wish I had sometime for myself just go out spend a how day without having to worry about anything, just to relax and be able to let everything that is in the back of my mind out....but I think even then I cant do that...I dont know how...its not easy for me...I am so used of being overloaded by everyday shit...and one thing is I worry too much...I dont even know why I am saying all of this and even on here...its maybe that it doesnt matter cause no one will probably read this and if they do you are insane and lost your mind...ok I think I am done with all this rant shit... ~Seran 
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| Well how to start?...I have been going through a lot of pain the last couple of days, its all from stress....mostly from work and also from people trying to give me shit...I am tried of people messing with me, if you want your life to be miserable then go right ahead just leave me alone...Lana...I am so sorry about last night...I dont know...I just cant have you feel the pain I am going through I know that you go through a lot worse but I will feel bad that you feel it...You're probably mad at me right now...and I understand...I still love you...and you are still my best friend...I think I am done... ~Seran | | |
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